Broken Dreams.

Raped reality; a patchwork of broken dreams [Vivid experience turned colorful collage; expensive drapes ripped at each seam]-- made up of fresh mistakes and worn discoveries: the birth of a master piece.
I try to master peace within the flicks of my wrist and express the anger and sorrow from the motions of my fist:
Peep my visuals.
A gang of art a product of assaulted life. Battered feelings. Old and fresh wounds serve as the paint, my tools. 
The abuse, my muse.
Every bit of pain my inspiration, so I just can't seem to get enough 'cause art is my passion.
Each piece a piece of one of my many dreams.
An abundance of what if's and could-have-been's.
Never leading to a "when,"
just an "I wish."
So I whisk away at my canvas. My life for what it is; my reality.
And create art.
Stroking away with the fibers of my heart.
Bit by bit [failure by failure], putting together quite a masterpiece.
My wall of patched broken dreams.

-Tash

freshout thee stove; HEAT. -- 12.15

It's been a minute since I left some new tracks on here. So enjoy!

Really liking the vibe of this one.

Yung Berg ft. K Smith & Sincere- Bring Ya Girlfriends [<< clicketh.]

Mullage is doing their thing. So far, I haven't been disappointed with any of their leaked/released material.

Mullage ft. Ray Lavender- Faithful [<< clicketh.]

I'm loving the beat on this one. Too bad it's such a short music clip.

Young Jeezy & Ludacris- Go Girl [<< clicketh.]

Nice flow by Lloyd.

Lloyd ft. Mack Maine- What You Want [<< clicketh.]

New Jeezy & Wayne, Produced by Boi 1 Da.

Young Jeezy ft. Lil' Wayne- Scared Money [<< clicketh.]

Jeezy just had to get on the remix. No shame in that, though.

Young Jeezy- Money to Blow --Remix [<< clicketh.]

--quote.

I stole this, but oh well.

Know the potential of spoken words.

There is so much power in that phrase.

Y O U

intrigue me. I don't really know you, but I've seen you. I've created the qualities I imagine you bearing. Constructed the personality I think you'd have. All that I've pieced together holds a beautiful image. I don't really know you, but I wish I did.


You intrigue me. I think there's so much more to you than what meets the eye, one of a kind. Someone like I. I don't really know you, yet I think about you a lot. I picture you being someone I could vibe with. Someone to confide in. For some reason, I feel we could have great potential. I don't really know you, but I want to.

Question*

WHY DO I GET MY HOPES UP OVER ANY LITTLE THING? Pathetic? I think so.

set thee mood: INSPiRED. *

I am feeling super inspired right now. While rummaging through the endless bin of the cyber world, I stumbled upon the profiles/blogspots/youtubes of a couple of my peers. Each of them have honed a craft and are sharing it with the world. And those crafts just so happen to be in the field I love oh so much... MUSIC!! Now check this... They're both younger than me. Yet, inspiration is inspiration no matter the source, and they both inspire me. They inspire me to take my hobbies to the next level and share them with the world. They inspire me to teach myself the things I've always wanted to learn: web design, constructing my fashion designs, and producing beats. December just began and I want to use this month as a month of creation. I've abandoned quite a few of my hobbies: art, fashion sketches, songwriting, wasting my imagination and mind on unimportant things. Time to get back into the swing of things and have those creative juices flowing!

Well...

Now is the time to show that you really care, but it's also the same moment you're not there.

And I don't think that's forgivable.