Y O U

intrigue me. I don't really know you, but I've seen you. I've created the qualities I imagine you bearing. Constructed the personality I think you'd have. All that I've pieced together holds a beautiful image. I don't really know you, but I wish I did.


You intrigue me. I think there's so much more to you than what meets the eye, one of a kind. Someone like I. I don't really know you, yet I think about you a lot. I picture you being someone I could vibe with. Someone to confide in. For some reason, I feel we could have great potential. I don't really know you, but I want to.

set thee mood: INSPiRED. *

I am feeling super inspired right now. While rummaging through the endless bin of the cyber world, I stumbled upon the profiles/blogspots/youtubes of a couple of my peers. Each of them have honed a craft and are sharing it with the world. And those crafts just so happen to be in the field I love oh so much... MUSIC!! Now check this... They're both younger than me. Yet, inspiration is inspiration no matter the source, and they both inspire me. They inspire me to take my hobbies to the next level and share them with the world. They inspire me to teach myself the things I've always wanted to learn: web design, constructing my fashion designs, and producing beats. December just began and I want to use this month as a month of creation. I've abandoned quite a few of my hobbies: art, fashion sketches, songwriting, wasting my imagination and mind on unimportant things. Time to get back into the swing of things and have those creative juices flowing!

Well...

Now is the time to show that you really care, but it's also the same moment you're not there.

And I don't think that's forgivable.

Joke.

It's so funny how we waste the energy and time chasing after those who are CLEARLY not checking for us, and neglect those who really do care.

-Moment of Silence & Realization-

Thank you to those who really care. I, in this very moment, acknowledge you and your feelings/ intentions. And I appreciate you.

frickin` WHOMP !!

Turns out Trey isn't coming to Miami anymore. ARE YOU SERIOUS?! I was patient when it got pushed back from Oct. 30th to Nov. 15th, but I check again to see the Orlando tour date is now in December, & a tour date for Miami is NO WHERE to be found!!

...the eff?

Ugh. This is 100% bull. When will I get to see my love? =[

You beautiful mother eff`er...

You Can`t Run to Every New Thing Under thee Sun...

"You'll be a jack of all trades, but a master of NONE."

          - Asheru

& so I say to myself: GET YOUR MIND IN ORDER!!

bro/ken.

so i realized a little something about myself the other day when i was going thru my moods (which have become so second nature to me now) but i couldn't put it into words...at least not until my glasses fell to the floor [again]. a phrase came to mind that summed up the core of my bitterness,



"...that's why you're so broken now.
_Because you keep fallin'
__with no one around to catch you
___before you hit the ground..."



i thought i had my superhero to catch me whenever i fall. but that only happens in the movies.

November = newness.

New month. Yeah, it went by quickly, but no need to feel like life is moving too fast, even though it may seem as if it is. Rather, get in stride with it and enjoy the blessing it is to be spared the opportunity to breathe and feel NOVEMBER air. Use this new month as an opportunity to start over.

A NEW BEGINNING.

Since this is the month of thanksgiving, take a second to give thanks to the One up high. Reflect on what you have; be grateful for those who love and are there for you. Be thankful for what GOD has blessed you with. Use this moment, this day to turn over a new leaf and embody positivity and love.

Happy November!!

--no lie, sometimes I...

Want to be in love so I could write one of those songs or poems. You know those kinds...

Hm...

"...if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone?"

--Ecclesiastes 4:11

     Maybe a soulmate is designed for each person on this earth.