10.19.09

   Sometimes I wonder why. Why GOD allows the things that do happen, to occur. I feel like I'm living in a fantasy world and that I should grow up, but is it wrong to really dream of and want a world of no tragedies, no evil, no bad? Is it wrong to not want the tears, the tear-jerking moments, the pain? I have a split perspective on this. While I feel that it doesn't/ shouldn't have to be this way, I question who I think I am for feeling this way. I have no say and I'm not even worthy of voicing my opinion. All I can do is pray and hope for better. Not just for my family, not just for myself, but for all the good people out there who are really going through it right now.